Sent to the Western Land of Ultimate Bliss: The Spirit of the Infant Aborted by Lay Practitioner Du in 1990

Chief writer: Venerable Shi Faru

31 July 2026

Miaoyin:

It is truly wondrous. After being a little Bodhisattva and an infant for so many years, I did not expect that upon entering, I would be restored to the youthful appearance I should have now. It can be said that I grew up a lot in an instant, which also helped me to wake up.

In fact, all of this is a natural occurrence within the laws of karma and cause and effect. Being aborted was actually due to my own actions throughout my many lives, having harmed others and harmed my mother in the past, which is why I had this result.

Therefore, I have already let go. Being able to have the opportunity to come to the Western Land of Ultimate Bliss is more joyful than anything else. I am still very grateful to my mother for being willing to think of me after so many years and for registering me for the Dharma Assembly. Seeing such a beautiful world in the Western Land of Ultimate Bliss, I feel happy.

The affinity I formed with my mother, and I am also fortunate that after being aborted, I did not run away but continued to follow my mother, which is why I have the opportunity to receive Chao Du today. This also means there is a deep relationship between my mother and me.

The emotional entanglement in this world is just like this, and it is also our Collective Karma. But now, it has all been transformed into Dharma affinity in the Western Land of Ultimate Bliss, which makes me feel incomparably happy.

Everything in the past was about entanglement and mutual harm, but now it has become mutual help, a breakthrough in the final stage of life, successfully returning to the Western Land of Ultimate Bliss. This shows that my spirit did not come here in vain.

Having wandered for years, centuries, and tens of millions of years without a place to return to, although I became an infant spirit due to abortion in this lifetime, at least I was able to return to the Western Land of Ultimate Bliss. This is truly a great fortune amidst misfortune for me.

I hope everyone does not need to worry too much about me; this is all a natural arrangement within the laws of karma and cause and effect, and there is no need to be overly entangled. I am now learning in front of Amitabha Buddha, which is the best growth environment for me.

Following the great compassionate father Amitabha Buddha, learning and understanding the truth of life and the universe, is the most fortunate thing. Of course, I can also clearly see in the Western Land of Ultimate Bliss that many infant spirits are still in space, unable to escape these sufferings.

This is caused by the karma created by everyone, and it also explains why Buddhist education from Amitabha Buddha is needed to prevent people from making wrong decisions, causing harm to many young lives, and avoiding deep hatred between mother and child. This is the most important thing I have felt along the way.

In a situation where everyone does not understand, such things naturally happen. In fact, no one can be blamed; it is truly that no one understands these principles.

Throughout my many lives, I have actually aborted quite a few children, and they are also my karmic creditors. This Chao Du also incidentally delivered them, which is a comfort to them and to me. In fact, the blood debt I carry is more than just this, which is why I have such retribution in this lifetime. But this does not mean that I have already repaid the karmic debts from my many lives. If there were no Buddhist education from Amitabha Buddha and no resolve to deliver sentient beings, I would continue to suffer the same outcome when I am born in the next life.

Therefore, at this moment, I am wholeheartedly following Amitabha Buddha to learn, hoping that I can achieve success in my practice in the Western Land of Ultimate Bliss, and then return to the worldly realm to repay these karmic debts one by one. This is my greatest wish now.

And this lifetime with my parents, although the affinity is not deep, it can be considered as having repaid this debt, and thanks to their compassionate help, they led me to the Western Land of Ultimate Bliss. I am very grateful to them, grateful to Amitabha Buddha, Practitioner Su, and my parents.

Although this life was short, it was very meaningful to me. I also hope that you can seize your limited life, continue to follow Amitabha Buddha, follow the Buddha's footsteps closely, and strictly abide by the Buddha's teachings so that you will not waste this life.

Namo Amituofo

Miaoyin